Wednesday, February 17, 2010

bizzare...-sumthing that made me think about...

15/02/10 08:06 am

yes....its a morning when i ve already spent 10 hrs of my journey and still hv to face 15 hrs...
listening to sum new tracks of "linkin park-dead by sunrise"....
on railway station of udaipur,
looking at strange and emotionless faces of foreigners loading off frm train came frm delhi....
families coming down frm AC Coach, seems rich,well possesed, yet no smiles on their faces...

the crowd jst passing......
and station starting getting empty....
no people "worth observing"... yes because the "most happening" ones were already boarded off...
then i got my eyes on sumthing that kicked a thoughtful mind in me....
i know its very rare that i get emotional about sumthing......
now comes what is the "kicking thing"....

a father...around 50; grey hairs, lean body, his wife also... details of her were also miserable...
bt the part that startle is their boy, i guess of 21 years and handicapped from both legs...
doesnt click at once bt when it comes to move the boy...
the father and mother, trying their best to raise the boy in their lap and striving to move him.... not to mention... bt task was quite hard.. the boy was atleast heavier than both of them...
but still they do it....
the thing that stirred my mind was; in the age when father mother start seek care from their children, though in today's time,,, its privilage of some lucky parents...
but what to tell about luck of this couple...
because they will never be getting that from their child, but i dont know what is that power, the hope, that keep them going,,,
fighting back, striving for their children, who may not be able to give anything to them in return.

what is that force that drive the "father" within a man, a feeling, who is irrespective of a man's personality, is free of any selfishness... just ready to do anything for his child, without expecting anything...
probabely being on a stage of 21 years, i'm not able to understand this devotion...
but may be sumday i'll be with same feelings... to understand the real selflessness...for that purpose...
or for every purpose.....

to make a boy a human.....i dnt know what ...