do i think a lot??

another day i came here..

it feels like whenever i get emotional or feel my anger for anything that happens i feel bad about.

well, 

today i come here because i saw something i think is rightful,

it was about the dilemma of modern times,

yes, it is about bragging...

at every place, in clothes, cars, and every other item.

here we see advertisements like "celebrating every small occasion",

but we tend to forget about the advertisements like this....

ok, coming straight to the point; why this whole disappointment of mine is for,

i ws watching sumthing,

n saw sum poor people,

one lost his child cuz ws unable to afford his medication.

one ws to loose his wife,cuz she want 2 die wid her 4 kids..

one family died due to starvation..

and one that made me feel cry, a 8 yr old cute girl saying " I pray to god that he grant me death early".. her eyes.... ohhh god... looking into her i ws feeling guilty about myself that i spend 150 rs for these overpriced salads, n 300 rs for a snack at McDonald...

same things i could do wid lesser money..

then why i pay so much for these things i know when they are overpriced...

dont i have any responsibility for my human brothers, or i have jst lost my heart,lost being a human though...??

but i have decided....

i wont let this happen...

i ll give all the money i have collected for a party to people in need, though the sum is less, but "small steps cross the world"..

i can save money frm evn frm my daily expenses... to help them...

and one more step.. i have got offer frm a NGO, gonna work for that..

i'm good at attracting money.. n use this talent to do sum good...

at last, i requset everybody to do the same.. to feel the pain...of ur brothers...

do good to them... contact me...

or donate on urself.. but make sure that ur money goes for real worth...

(if any tax payer read this ... i can help him out... )

save them, be human....

and dnt cry..., rather go n wipe tears... 

sign off

darpan

bizzare...-sumthing that made me think about...

15/02/10 08:06 am

yes....its a morning when i ve already spent 10 hrs of my journey and still hv to face 15 hrs...

listening to sum new tracks of "linkin park-dead by sunrise"....

on railway station of udaipur,

looking at strange and emotionless faces of foreigners loading off frm train came frm delhi....

families coming down frm AC Coach, seems rich,well possesed, yet no smiles on their faces...

the crowd jst passing......

and station starting getting empty....

no people "worth observing"... yes because the "most happening" ones were already boarded off...

then i got my eyes on sumthing that kicked a thoughtful mind in me....

i know its very rare that i get emotional about sumthing......

now comes what is the "kicking thing"....

a father...around 50; grey hairs, lean body, his wife also... details of her were also miserable...

bt the part that startle is their boy, i guess of 21 years and handicapped from both legs...

doesnt click at once bt when it comes to move the boy...

the father and mother, trying their best to raise the boy in their lap and striving to move him.... not to mention... bt task was quite hard.. the boy was atleast heavier than both of them...

but still they do it....

the thing that stirred my mind was; in the age when father mother start seek care from their children, though in today's time,,, its privilage of some lucky parents...

but what to tell about luck of this couple...

because they will never be getting that from their child, but i dont know what is that power, the hope, that keep them going,,,

fighting back, striving for their children, who may not be able to give anything to them in return.

what is that force that drive the "father" within a man, a feeling, who is irrespective of a man's personality, is free of any selfishness... just ready to do anything for his child, without expecting anything...

probabely being on a stage of 21 years, i'm not able to understand this devotion...

but may be sumday i'll be with same feelings... to understand the real selflessness...for that purpose...

or for every purpose.....

to make a boy a human.....i dnt know what ...